Tonight, I'm wondering if I'm alone in this feeling or if this is a common thing for people of my same age and situation.
I feel constantly discontent.
I want to go home to see my family, but when I get there I wish to be back at my own apartment.
I want to see my boyfriend, but when I get there I get bored and wish I was somewhere else.
I want to come home from school or anywhere else, but when I get home I am restless and ready to do something.
I am out and about in town and I suddenly wish I was at home with my computer, writing and being creative, but when I rush home and sit down with my computer I am bored and no longer feel creative.
Why am I never content where I am? Why am I never content with who I'm with? Even if I'm having fun there is a nagging feeling in the back of my mind telling me I somehow wish I was somewhere else, doing something else, with someone else.
Is this a sign I'm not happy with my life in general? Is this a sign of depression? Is this my restless spirit telling me its time to move on to bigger and better things?
I don't know what the answer is. I don't know why I always feel like this.
I'm wondering if others are plagued with discontent, or am I alone?
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